my blog

306~

2008-05-23T22:14:00.002+08:00

majestia 23 is over
thanks for the hardwork
thanks for coming down
thanks for buying gifts

i changed my blog
not blogger
if you are pro enough
try finding it
if not ask me online/call/sms
bye (:
[i cant believe i just put a smiley when i cant even smile now]

304~

2008-05-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

if i ever change my blog address
would you be able to find it?

i shall change it in a few days
ask ME if you are really interested then

if not... ...
don't bother since you do not even bother

my fear was not uncalled for
it was proven afterall

303~

2008-05-14T20:34:00.001+08:00

pms-ing...

all unknown moodswings are considered to be pms
/=

302~

2008-05-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

UPDATED!

u have no reason to say i dont update now
(:

301~

2008-05-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

stagnant ticket sales
who wants to help me?
i am left with only 25 bucks tickets

humans are selfish
so am i
i need more ______ ______ ______ ______
thats really a blank in case if u ask again
it can be filled up with any words
try giving me more of that if you think you know the answer =)

i freakingly cleared all e songs in my ipod
idiot me
i WAS so sad that i wanted to cry
no more songs
oh well...

300~

2008-04-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

woah post no.300
i feel like changing my blog
but sis say i must stay loyal 0.0

hmm well nothing eventful
just thankyou for your company almost everyday =]

299~

2008-04-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

confidence...

i just know how much i ____ you.

298~

2008-04-10T18:25:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOU!
i seriously dont know how did i come to settle on this decision
i don't know if it is wise or unwise to have made such a decision
but why you?!

move on and on and on
don't turn back

ignore me
im going crazy

297~

2008-04-05T21:44:00.006+08:00

while sending many people the newyork photos
i went through the whole folder upmteen times
i love the leaf-less trees <3

aint these just beautiful? =]

CLARINETS! <3

i just wish we were still in NY
but yet not at e same time
ironic IRONIC

296~

2008-04-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

e weekends are here
time to catch up a little on my lagging-alot school work
n alex lum hates me =[
i dun wan hse vist
sobs

i have e damn-sian feeling now
i think....
somethings need to be done
somethings need to be said
to move away from this stagnant situation
backward or forward?

295~

2008-03-31T01:09:00.002+08:00

oh did i mention?
VJCSB got 95marks
GOLD!
we filled every molecule of carneign hall with our music man

wee~
my 3rd gold i tink =]
i love my band
all my bands =)

294~

2008-03-30T13:13:00.002+08:00

IM BACK! =)
but suffering from hedache due to e irregular slping hrs
wateva
my shopping trip is rubbish
wif minimum amt of presents n stuff
n my sis n mum tinks tt i shld hv spent more on e branded goods
but please
im THRIFTY
cant help it x]

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN!
i sent u a msg in newyork
AINT U HONOURED?!
i got u TWO CARDS!
definitely more den at fiona n zy will b receiving
heeh =]

ok h3 sux man
it makes me looking hardworking though X)

293~

2008-03-21T16:05:00.002+08:00

OH
and i will miss you,you and YOU
lend me tutorials when im back =]

oh n i will continue to love you =]

292~

2008-03-21T15:46:00.001+08:00

OFF TO NEW YORK!
baaaa~

291~

2008-03-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

i lost 2 phones in 6 months man
DAMN THAT PERSON WHO STOLE MY PHONE
u wun have any frens
u wun have any boyfren/galfren
u wun have a wife/husband
u wun have any one to love you
u wun find a job
u wun have a family

omg i tink im too evil
forget it
asshole thief
HMPH

n my mum is making full use of this opportunity man
she made me wash all e bowls knowing that i hatta b a gd gal today
grrrr

there goes all my messages
my pictures
my music
my reminder
my contacts
my love =[

289~

2008-03-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

a hole is gonna appear in my lips soon
its painful
grrrrr

i need lots of slp
i cant imagine i actually woke up so early for e past few days
n its gonna b e same for e rest of the week
damn

i am gonna make it through
i know i can
just give me somemore time

289~

2008-03-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

a hole is gonna appear in my lips soon
its painful
grrrrr

i can pull thrugh de
i can do it
just some days n time

288~

2008-03-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

ignore me
thanks for the concerns
but i am not gonna open myself up i guess

i will speak when i want to
i know i have friends to care for me all the time (:

287~

2008-03-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

cts r over
but tis is only temporary

i feel so angry now tt i feel lyk bursting
but yet
i feel so upset now tt i feel lyk crying

i want to end this unknown relationship ):

286~

2008-03-05T13:39:00.005+08:00

i saw:

two yellow birds
standing at the two extreme ends of the tree
looking in different direction

but i think they are still happy
because they both know that
no matter what
they will always be around for each other

knowing that you are there is already a reason
for me to stay happy
because when you left, i lost a part of me.. ..

off to sleep while i dream about how to do maths tomorrow

285~

2008-02-26T20:44:00.004+08:00

It is not in the stars that holds our destiny.
But it is in ourselves.

~william shakespeare

284~

2008-02-22T22:42:00.001+08:00

i am sorry
but YOU suck

283~

2008-02-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE won the bid for the first Youth Olympic Games
great job man

=]

282~

2008-02-19T19:42:00.003+08:00

im confused
with many questions to ask
i don't know how some are able to do it
but i just seem to not be able to

my brain is working too hard
trying to remember somethings
trying to forget somethings
trying to hypnotise myself
trying to come up with rubbish

my heart... is
becoming unfeeling

i don't know what i am becoming
i am... really exhausted
it's enough

281~

2008-02-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

OMG I AM DAMN UPSET
ok not really but my leg is really awful and painful now

this is how it goes:
some stupid ppl meet up damn early in e morning to go cycling
and stupid ppl went to rent bikes
and ME went to rent a tandem bike
and after changing halfway i rode a single seat bike
and off we went to bedok reservoir
and at this stupid narrow pathway
i fell e first time
only harngyi saw it
luckily its not that unglam

and then we ride
and ride
and ride
and we went down this slope
which is FREAKING STEEP
and i dunno whether it's my prob or e bike's prob
e brakes failed to work
i was going straight for e water
i would choose to fall on e grass den in e water
and next moment was unglam to the max
i cant believe i actually fell in this manner

wateva it is
THERE IS THIS BIG SCAR ON MY LEG
WITH 2 BLUE BLACK!
omg la
but i got blue black!
i tot i will nvr hv one again
haha
wateva
remember i am sad

280~

2008-02-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

Ranodom facts:
-new year is damn boring in fact -.-
-i seriously dun feel like taking h3 anymore
-you are getting crazy, evil kind of crazy
-new smiley ")

279~

2008-02-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

TTS ME!
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS~
=]

278~

2008-02-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

i saw this in tj today:
Whatever you are doing, love yourself for doing it.
Whatever you are feeling, love yourself for feeling it.

everybody has changed
so have you, so have i.
and i want you to know
i do not like the change.

xinhui remind me to upload my phone photos the next time i come
i am lazy in fact and needs reminder

i, am also sick of integer and reminder (if you even know what it is)
enguh of gcd,a inverse,mod,plaintext,encript blah

277~

2008-01-28T16:29:00.000+08:00

i thought i would be happier
i thought i would be more carefree
but i was wrong
tell me how
i want to hear no more of emo songs
im not determined afterall

somebody save me "_

276~

2008-01-26T01:20:00.001+08:00

im determined! =]

ok h3 seriously sux
millions of brain cells die within minutes of lecture

cya

275~

2008-01-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

心如刀割

两个人站在门口
女的说别再回头
握着拳男的说请你别走
就这样故事正要走到尽头

谁的心飘在空中
你再也不想多说
擦去泪我没有一点保留
天知道可否能有任何请求

即使
我的心如刀割　你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛　你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯　我的爱已失控
ohhh nooo
无可救药的我只能忍着痛
束手无策的我只能低下头
悔不当初的我不愿意放手

你已经不再爱我
连话都不想多说
看着你我比谁都还难过
希望他可以给你更多更多

im close to there
really close already i think

274~

2008-01-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

gp essay simply sux =/
to b right its gp tt sux

i juz saw a retarded victoria school guy today
wearing a blindfold
trying to slp on e bus
WAAAAA... -.-

i feel retarded going to school

273~

2008-01-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

man im freaking tired =[
if tis goes on, i tink i will die
i hving been dozing off on my usual lonely bus ride
wa tis is seriously rare n unglam
damn dozing off in lect is bad too
but seriously i dun wish to step into e bandroom much nowadays
damn homework
U SHITTY PIECES OF PAPER!
U SUCK BIG TYM!

will u walk with me in the rain?

272~

2008-01-06T23:40:00.001+08:00

SUNTEC DANCE WAS FUN
lucky i turned up in e end
was considering whether i wanna go when i hv a bad sore throat n tummyache in e afternoon

IM DANCING IN E RAIN~
LALA LALALALA~
omg hu wans to dance in e rain nxt tym wif me
its damn cool la
but ur hse better b near cos i cant stand e sticky feeling-.-

all e cheering made my sore throat worse
it gonna develop into a cough i bet
my throat feels so dry
omg
i might as well get as asthma attack
im totally missing e feeling
haha den i can go to e doc n start breathing in a dunno-wat-gas
its gd k

SEA REGATTA (or wateva u spell it-.-)

271~

2008-01-04T22:46:00.001+08:00

school is boring to e MAX
omg im lyk wasting my precious youth in school doing nth
but slacking in e bandroom
lol
busy sat n sun
GRRRRRRRRRRRR

Results of the Communication Skills Test

Your score = 45 / 100

270~

2007-12-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

last post of e yr
hmm shld b toking bout my new yr resolution
but i hv nvr done tt before
i shall not make an exception

but hmm
i will study more
i promise not to pon so many lectures again
n er do my econs tutorial n avoid getting a D again
n er PASS MY GP
omg tis is one impt point to note dwn
oh n i will still luv u ppl nxt yr
more instead =]

n er HAPPY 2008 den =]
(but A's still sux =/)

269~

2007-12-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

alumni band prac
hmmm... its quite ok la
i nvr tot i will hv a chance to play wif these ppl ever again
i really really miss those moments when we used to sit tgt in a band
wif e bandroom totally filled up
n wif e pleasant ppl spread thrughout e bandroom
enjoying music playing process tgt as one

oh well
all over
forget it
look forward to e nxt alumni prac
but i hope tuning doesnt take so long again =/

my knee aches, once again =(
aching aching ACHING
sobs...

267~

2007-12-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

i mean crash xinhui og btw
not pon

hungry
DINNER TIME!
WEE~

266~

2007-12-27T20:27:00.001+08:00

lazy lazy lazy huileng
im sooooooooooooo not in e sch reopen mood =/
a few more days
few more
FEW MORE!

lyk wth i hvnot enjoyed enugh!
im soooooooooooo not doing my hw either
i shall hmmm
do it in sch
or pon class to crash orientation
so no hw need to b done
XINHUI! i wan to pon urs!
but im scare other ppl will hate me =[

PURPLE IS LOVE =]

265~

2007-12-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS DEAR(S)!=]

oh well i still decided not to upload any pictures
haha
n i ought to change blog skin
im getting sick of tis =/

264~

2007-12-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

im back ppl!
do u miss me?=]
oh well no photos until i decided to b hardworking enugh
to get up from tis chair
walk a distance of bout 10 steps to e hall n grab e camera
or walk to e bedrm about 20 steps away n grab my hp
n walk back to tis rm n get e wire to upload it onto e com

oh well e sad tink is
i decided not to
im really totally unwell for sum reason
feel nauseous
my body temp is 37.2degree celsius which i dun tink is a fever yet
n nobody noe how unwell i feel in fact

xmas party at uncle hse
den one tml at zy hse
n one section outing on wed
i seriously wonder how i can finish my hw in tis way-.-

n its a bad tym to b shopping in cold countries at tis tym of e yr
im serious
u end up buying all winter clothes which is totallu useless here
i only manage to buy 2 long sleeves n 1 skirt dere
i cant find shorts (for goodness its cold dere)
n i cant find shoes tt i lyk
saw one silver heels which i decided not to buy in e end
man =/

n hk is definitely more fashionable den spore
juz imagine ppl wears boots n skirts n tights/black sockings here in spore
im pretty sure many ppl will b staring at tis freak
fancy dressing lyk tis in a hot weather -.-
but its common dere
i wanted to dress lyk tis
but i dun dare haiz
i miss out on e opportunity to buy nice boots n tights
grrr...

one day...
one fine day when i hv enugh courage
i will dress lyk tis
I WILL mayb when im slim enugh n brave enugh

damn i acty put on 2kg due to e trip
thanks to e porkchop n chicken man -.-
hmph

263~

2007-12-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

its been FIVE long days since i last posted something
oh well too bad im flying tml tts y im here
im reluctant to fly man
im missing out on lots of stuff becos of tis trip haiz
my one n only NSSN concert is over
im totally missing it rite now
despite not playing main street well
n dislyking my skit role
n im gonna miss e chalet too=[
im a sad gal once again

thx for all e cards n gifts
it sweeten my day

i took lots of photos wif xinhui
so no more excuses tt i dint take any wif her
n tis is e nicest one we took for e night
(though charissa is in it =])

xinhui smile is so standard =D

oh well i will miss lots of ppl in hongkong
n e chalets too =[
U BETTER MISS ME TOO =x

262~

2007-12-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

my lips is dying from all e playing
n my voiceover job is shit x/

COMPLAINT TYM:
LYK WTH! 5566 IS FINALLY COMING TO SPORE
ON E DAY TT I LEAVE SPORE FOR HK
WTH LA! AUTOGRAPH SESSION IN BUGIS(if im not wrong)
WHICH FOR ONCE IS IN E EAST
IDIOT CAN

N I CANT GO FOR P6 CHALET OSO
LYK MORE PPL WILL GO
N CLS OUTING TOO!
WTH

but i will kindly appreciate if anybody is willing to brave e hot sun
n long hrs of queueing to help me get 5566 autograph
i will LOVE U TO E MAX
i will b willing to b ur servant for a day
ok anytink tt doesnt involve manual work
PLEASE *knee dwn n beg*
anyone wans to do so n get my love for a day?
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

im gonna find a photo with xinhui to prove tt i took pic wif her b4 :/

261~

2007-12-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

on ara request, here's a photo

PRESENTING MY DARLING XUAN! [=

260~

2007-12-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

part of xinlin forwarded email about love:

'I know my older sister loves me
because she gives me all her old clothes
and has to go out and buy new ones.'

lyk wth
tis is LOVE
den we 4 sisters muz b damn loving la
cos we cant wait to get rid of e old clothes by giving e others
n get new ones
LOL

I STILL DUN HV AN ANS

259~

2007-12-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

today's weather: rainy n cold
today's schedule: so-so
today's mood: sad

dun bother bout me pls

258~

2007-12-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

it's not a wise decision to cycle from east coast to changi
on a wateva tt is call bike (the one tt 2 ppl ride tgt)
im totally tired from screaming n shouting n being constantly in fear of banging into ppl
which i nearly did X/

few pts to note for e day:

1.gg out wif xinhui is healthy, lots of exercising

2.do not tok to retarded ppl hu r attracted to orange teeth

3.i still prefer aglio oglio instead of pomodoro =]

4.i finished my allowance for e wk =[
i need to recall whr all my money went man

257~

2007-12-04T00:55:00.001+08:00

man when is day 1 gonna start? =x

ok man im gonna get really piss real soon
wats e diff btw guys n gals
y so diff treatment?
i dun c u guys coming over when any of us get sick
i dun c u guys calling everyday to check on us when dere used to b only an adult arnd
i dun c u guys dropping by everyday juz to c how we r doing
extreme biasedness can

im not against e guy
but im displeased wif e ppl
juz bcos of e gender
u all can c tinks so differently

my parents dun deserve it X(

256~

2007-12-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

想念是会呼吸的痛

makes no sense to me
ask fish leong y her song lyrics r so

勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的
快乐都是假的

tired tired tired times 327160918501 times

255~

2007-12-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

todays scenario:

1st time. junsen called, i missed
i called, junsen missed
2nd time. junsen called, i missed
i called, junsen missed
3rd time. junsen called, i missed
i called, junsen missed
4th time. junsen called, i missed
i called, junsen missed

FINALLY... ....

FIVETH TIME JUNSEN CALLED, I DINT MISSED

man
hilarious la
ok my leg hurts

n i dun wanna tink

253~

2007-11-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

把爱藏在心里不说是通往心碎的捷径

i talked too much
n tink too much
n i ought to stop

yes stopped

253~

2007-11-29T00:21:00.001+08:00

tis quite cool!

my hse:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

fun! http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/

252~

2007-11-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

i stayed at hm all day to CLEAR MY TABLE
DID U SEE IT?!
CLEAR MY TABLE!!
it hasnt been cleared for 3 yrs for ur info...

hmm i found a photo of me wif christie
(n i look really awful)
n a p5 photo wif junsen n weeho n another few bunch of i-cant-recall ppl
oh man
ITS SO CUTE CAN

read lots of letters, notes n cards tt ppl worte to me in e past
found out tt everytink can b really simple n innocent
really, REALLY innocent
its lyk so pure n hmm... i cant describe
but really hope to go back to e past whr everytink will b so much happier
(=

251~

2007-11-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

ok i saw three kind of stupid ppl on e bus back hm today
1 press e bell so early,
n e bus driver open e door again (1 stop before his)

1 press so late
tt e bus driver gave a sudden brake

1 press at e wrong stop

retarded

n i seriously need to exercise
i died aft 1.6km of run

i shld learn to let go
soon~

250~

2007-11-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

ok e chinese phrase shall contd on another post

ENCHANTED
so sweet n cute!
AWWWWW~
oh well too nice to b true though

I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF A TRUE LOVE'S KISS
BLAH BLAH BLABLABLABLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH

ok i only rmb tis heeh

AHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAH~

~some are lost =[

249~

2007-11-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

ok i will contd wif e chinese phrase when i feel lyk
heeh lazy to type

WHEE H3 IN!
ok i will need to pass my gp first b4 anytink man
depressing depressing...

life's been boring
BORING!! x/
HMPH

248~

2007-11-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

只有在寂静中，你才能听见天使的音乐，
让雪花翩翩飞舞；

to be continued...

i miss u

247~

2007-11-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

ok i bet its gonna b a boring day
what a day to spend at my grandma house -.-
n only my uncle's imac to accompany mr for three hrs
grrrr.....
and i saw my grandma staring at my grandpa photo
walao i dun like this feeling x/

yst tune in is sianz
i hope e pro dun sit beside me though
nearly got freaked out when he placed his chair beside me

a small spark for that short moment

246~

2007-11-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

爱的慰问能抚平最深的伤口

245~

2007-11-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

A Test, followed by results:

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical.
They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest.
Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily,
but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make
and who expect the same loyalty in return.
Those who really get to know you realize
it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends,
but equally that it takes you a long time to get over
if that trust is ever broken.

244~

2007-11-15T02:50:00.000+08:00

listen ... ...
to the deepest call in your heart
do u know what you want?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING XUAN!
hope u lyk wateva i gave u =]

243~

2007-11-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

我早已没有力气和勇气
我不想继续沉入这个无底洞里

因为我害怕自己会不惊意地落下眼泪

242

2007-11-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

i getting really tired and exhausted
when will this end

emo emo emo~

241~

2007-11-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

oh well, saw e link on fiona's blog
decided to give it a try since im bored

Results:
you are a Generous Artist.

You are an Artist :

Your appreciation of beauty, ability to think abstractly, and innovativeness make you an ARTIST.

Never one to be tied to a particular way of doing things, you let your imagination guide you in discovering different possibilities.

You would rather seek out new experiences than stick to your everyday habits, taking in as much of the world as possible.

Your eye for beauty and your willingness to consider different perspectives make your creative efforts interesting—even though you may not realize this yourself.

You prefer to think about things before voicing your opinion, considering a wide, diverse range of options.

While there are forms and styles that you prefer, you tend to keep an open mind when it comes to your artistic preferences.

You are curious about things, interested in the "why" more than the “how.”

You have an active imagination that leads you express yourself in a distinct way.

You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.

You tend to do things on the spur of the moment, not sticking to a set schedule.

You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.

You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.

You are Generous :

Your awareness of those around you, along with your nuanced perceptions of the world at large, makes you the GENEROUS person that you are.

You value time to yourself and understand how rich your private world can be—you know that you don't have to go wild to have a good time.

You are excited and energized by ideas and often enjoy things more through observation than through experience.

This tendency gives you an appreciation for different perspectives and opinions about the world.
Being as aware of others as you are doesn't mean you find it easy to trust them immediately—this is something that happens more slowly for you.

Despite this, you are aware of the complexities of many situations and are reluctant to pass judgments on others.

Although you have fewer friendships than some people, those that you have are meaningful and are important to you.

You value spending time alone—it is while reflecting on the world around you that you often learn something new about yourself or begin to understand something that's been bothering
you.

http://www.personaldna.com/tests.php

240~

2007-11-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

r holidays good or bad?
i miss u
vv much
i dun wan e holidays as it means less of u=[

239~

2007-11-09T02:02:00.001+08:00

i dyed my hair again
e THIRD time

i reckon my hair is gonna spoil in no time =/

238~

2007-11-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!
IDIOT!

237~

2007-11-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

OP is over!!
ok ya...

its over... ...

nth special

dunno how i fare
but i dun expect much after all

thanks u made me really angry for once -.-

236~

2007-11-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

OP tml
n all will be over....

over ... ... ... ..

235~

2007-11-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

im damn pissed
XXXXXtreme bad mood

so ya
i better learn to escape from tis
hmm....

234~

2007-11-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

he's living in a better world =]

heaven

it shall be

kids r really innocent

u can ask them whr has ____ gone

dey will say heaven

whr's heaven?

a nice place to be in

so do believe them r in better hands now=]

233~

2007-10-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

damn
aft alighting from my bus stop
im supposed to only cross 3 roads
n 3 times i was nearly knocked dwn by the cars
cos i wasnt paying attention
y? i dunno
but luckily all e drivers slow dwn
if not its bye bye ppl

ok all is coming to an end soon
but i dun wish it to end afterall
cos i noe wat will happen after tt
no more no more no more

haiz
for him
is it a little too late to show concern?
when u hv created so much unpleasantness in e past?
really
i wonder

be a man

232~

2007-10-29T15:15:00.001+08:00

I MISSED MY CLARINET SOOOO MMMMMUUUUUCCCCCCHHHHHH!!

omg
i so miss the nice music that the band can create tgt
rmb the musical effect that i've always said
the diff parts coming tgt as one to create wonderful music tgt
omg

i hvnot touched my clarinet for days n wks n mths
AHHH!!
i feel so lyk playing all the old pieces that i hv not been playing for mths
or even those really really cute pieces ;p
disney medley
beauty and the beast
jap graf
animation
blah blah

WHO PUT THESE SONGS IN E COM LA?!
make my fingers itch
grrr

man dun tink i will b find these scores anymore
=(

hey anyone wanna go esplanade lib?
my sis dun wanna go wif me =[
boooo~
i wanna c wats available dere
=(
acty forget it
i dun tink i will go in e end
dots...

231~

2007-10-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN IS COMING!!

oh well
no tricks or treats
juz another OP rehearsal

230~

2007-10-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

tired....

hurry n get over wif OP!!!

229~

2007-10-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

take care of ur leg=]

hmm
i went shopping dint buy anytink despite shopping for 5 hrs
to tink i dint despite walking through rows and rows of clothes!
grr...

oh well
but i ate too much
lunch wif zy n had dessert
ate non stop while shopping
totally.... ah i hate to say
yes FATTENING
im FAT
haiz

too bad
too lax to b determined to go on a diet
haha

228~

2007-10-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

i was worried
but glad tt u were fine in e end

i was scared during rehearsal
but i kinda get over it in e end

i juz hope tt everytink will turn out fine
in e end

227~

2007-10-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

OP
OP
OP
OP
OP

and still....
OP

wth la

226~

2007-10-20T02:02:00.001+08:00

2 am in e morning
nice morning ppl =]

speech...
hmm
i cant write it out
n bet i will lack e courage to read it out in e end
even aft i complete my script

haiz
an overall fail
FINE
i will nvr pass it
admit it man
not even tt once =[
sobs...

225~

2007-10-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

hv i said anytink nice to u today?

here's one if i hv not
I LUV YOU!!

getting really sick of pw
SHOO SHOO SHOO
U FREAKING ASSHOLE IDIOTIC !#$&(()"{}8*&#(_!(*%^&*((&!^#) PW

224~

2007-10-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

wateva
i spent my first nite out
IN SCH
DOING FREAKING PW

ok but i dint contribute much
arvind n sk discussed n did most of e stuff
im useless dere
making a hell lot of noise

woops
but nice nite anw =]

stayed awake for 28 hrs
before falling dwn n slept for 6 hrs-.-
dying dying dying

223~

2007-10-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

oh man i feel damn bad
cos im e most useless one in e grp
i only noe how to do the easiest stuff
n only question n not gif suggestions

im really sry to my grp members
sry guys
i sux
i totally cant do anytink

esp wif my horrible horrible eng
=[

gif me e support i need
i wanted a shoulder
but dint dare to lean

222~

2007-10-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

ok pw isnt tt bad afterall
cos... hmm
wateva

221~

2007-10-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

u both totally pissed me off
thanks
im still fuming now

AAAAHHHH~

ONCE AGAIN
THE DAY IS SAVED
THANKS TO LEE ZHENGYI MY FREN
man
my piss-ness was paused for tt few hrs at least

220~

2007-10-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

man
im seriously HATING u now man

219~

2007-10-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

ok i was feeling alrite in sch
till all e way hm
n when i got hm
i felt sad
idiot gp
get lost

218~

2007-10-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

nice
a total idiot in phys
ssssshhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiittttttttt

dots

N SPEAKER N MIXER[wateva u r-.-]
better appear by wed
if not nice la
i hatta spend my wed searching for u if u decided to remain lost till den-.-

argh
pissed la
results r like deadly bombs falling from e sky
asssss

217~

2007-10-07T23:27:00.001+08:00

omg i cant imagine tis acty came out from my mouth while i was toking to my jnr

LOVE gives you the sweetest happiness
but also the most bitter sadness

216~

2007-10-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

i tink i make a bad cook
e sliced meat became a bit minced
n e celery was rubbish
i was freaked out by e ugly green buds on e potato x(

oh well
too bad
e future world:
MEN WILL COOK N DO E HSE CHORES!
heeh (=

n ara poor boy
do get well

ok i aint happy today
too bad

215~

2007-10-07T01:13:00.001+08:00

all dwn!!
YESH!

214~

2007-10-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

get well ara
get well

poor boy :[

213~

2007-10-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

one dwn
two more to go

open hse
i believe... hmm
nvrm wat i believe is not impt
wat i m gg to do tml is more impt

join VJC!!
WOOHOO!!
appeal date for sec4:16 nov(fri)
tune in for sec4:17 nov(sat)
not-so-silent night concert:14 dec(fri)

p.s buy tix from me =]
ha

and yea tj concert is on 15dec

but come for our TUNE IN n JOIN us
JUNHAN u saw tis?!
haha

213~

2007-10-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

if i ever need a shoulder to lean on
will u b dere?

O.O

212~

2007-10-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

scare out of my wits by a dead cockroach n a flattened lizard
zzzzzz~
n i scream at a butterfly -.-

life as an insect muz b worse i tink

but well
it might b better since dey dun hv emotions
dey dun make fren
dey dun recognise their family
dey dun fall in luv

ok i dunno whose life is better
irony....

211~

2007-10-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

i broke my own promise
i got emo afterall
sry to myself
n sorry to fiona
i kinda destroy ur outing i tink
so sry
but yea
when i dun feel happy
i walk extremely slow
sorry
nxt tym tink twice bout inviting me along
cos my moodswings r quite drastic i tink
i get extremely happy at one end
n extremely emo on e other end

life juz sux ok
i dun lyk life
its juz pointless
cos wats e pt of getting sad most of e tym
when life is supposed to b filled wif happiness
ok n mayb some sadness
but i dun care
i seriously do tink life sux to the max now
=[

210~

2007-10-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

tis is so cute n funny! xp

209~

2007-10-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

BORING!!!~
getting stuck at hm on a MONDAY
and hving to pull thrugh e nxt few boring days
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY [oh well.dere is band]
THURSDAY
and FRIDAY got e stupid farewell assembly
man
its NOT MY farewell -.-
n i hatta turn up
but im looking forward to crashing tj open hse
XINXIN HERE I COME on friday -.-

ok i really m overwhelmed wif boredom
i muz really thank yueyang for asking me to accompany him =]
PPL OUT DERE if u need company im free =]
quite free in fact
so feel free to contact me at e hotline of 8........
wateva u noe my no
haha!

shit im getting lamer by e day =[

208~

2007-09-30T16:22:00.000+08:00

bbq was ok
well...be honoured tt i m touching dead chicken wings
for my 1ST tym on yst bbq
be honoured u ppl
tt totally stink my hands.ha

207~

2007-09-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

我想的就代表一切吗？

显然的，正确的答案是：
不是…

206~

2007-09-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

ok promos is over
i was happy
for only some tym
e sadness still overcome me in e end

my legs hurt from all the walking in suntec
n well
e fountain part was exciting though =]